Friday 21 December 2018

My Ego, My Companion!







He is with me always,

Holding me in the highest esteem;
And I keep my chin up!

He shows my place among the stars,

And the ones who broke my ladder;
So I stay stuck blaming them! 

He approves of my anger,

By proving that I was right all along;
So I resent the world!

He teaches me patience,

To wait for the life I ought to deserve;
And I hate my life today!

He promises that I will find peace,

As soon as I indulge in this new purpose;
So I abandon the current one halfway!

He makes me see my defects,

And warns me of previous failures;
So I surrender to being weak!

When I start to wonder if this is me,

He awakens my insecurities;
And threatens to expose my voids!

He too shares my fear of loneliness,

So I hold on to him tightly;
And I will be with him always!

Sunday 8 July 2018

Hope


She sat in the silence of the dark,
Hiding her head between the knees.
I knew I could lighten her up,
What else a candle ought to do?

I pushed myself into her hands,
And saw her startled face grow a smile.
I saw a hope in her eyes,
And knew she would find her way out!

She held me high and started to walk,
Frantically searching for an exit.
I was glad she was using me,
Until my molten wax dripped on her fingers.

By her jerk I fell down,
And the room was dark once more.
I lit myself again and leapt into her hands,
She held me carefully this time.

She walked in circles to meet bare walls,
Increasing her pace as I was burning out.
Then she blew me off and put into her pocket,
But hey! That’s not how you use a candle.

I tried to escape her pocket and light myself,
But she bottled me in water, and held me tight.
I could be the light to someone else, but
Neither would she let me go nor light me up!

I waited patiently for her to realize my need,
But she kept walking alone in the darkness.
I could hear her sobs and desperate cries,
Each time she banged into a wall of tiles.

I was sad of not being any help to her,
It is my duty to provide light and guide.
But each has their destiny, and she chose hers
To keep a candle in the pocket and live in the dark.

She did not know where she was going,
Nor did she sit or wait around.
Soon her pace increased to a sprint and then a run,
I knew she had found something.

Alas we were out in the open sky!
Full of brightness and birds chirping by.
I was glad she was out of the darkness,
But sad that she did not take my help.

Then she took me out and kissed me tight,
I could see her eyes well up as she thanked,
“Until you came along, I did not know light.
If you too had burned out, so would have my hope!”

Tuesday 16 January 2018

Lawfully Wedded Psychopath!

Do I need to search your heart,
And see if I have a place in it?
I know it is reserved for me alone,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to cook twice a day,
Or even care for your health?
I know you will eat and feed me too,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to surprise you,
Or even try to impress?
I know you have to love me anyhow,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to be modest,
And let you take the credits?
I know you will never make the claim,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to trust you,
And let you make the decisions?
I know you have to obey me,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to end this fight,
And kiss each other a good night?
I know you will please me anyway,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to care for you,
Or for anything that you love?
I know you are going to live with me,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to pardon you,
Or even understand you're guilty?
I know you have to be back by night,
Because you signed the papers.

Do I need to respect you,
Or at least regard you as a human?
I know you cannot leave,
Don't even dare to think that you can!