He is with me always,
Holding me in the highest esteem;
And I keep my chin up!
He shows my place among the stars,
And the ones who broke my ladder;
So I stay stuck blaming them!
He approves of my anger,
By proving that I was right all along;
So I resent the world!
He teaches me patience,
To wait for the life I ought to deserve;
And I hate my life today!
He promises that I will find peace,
As soon as I indulge in this new purpose;
So I abandon the current one halfway!
He makes me see my defects,
And warns me of previous failures;
So I surrender to being weak!
When I start to wonder if this is me,
He awakens my insecurities;
And threatens to expose my voids!
He too shares my fear of loneliness,
So I hold on to him tightly;
And I will be with him always!
